Electro-journal

I figure that I'm going to use this space as a journal. Why? Because one of my issues is isolation. I've been dealing with Post-Partum Depression since the birth of my son. I've actually been diagnosed with Major Depression and Anxiety; the labels change due to the length of time you've experienced symptoms. Since it's been longer than 6 months post partum(the standard length), they went ahead and diagnosed me with the "big boy" stuff. I don't want to be a light for anyone and I'm not asking for attention. I'm doing this to help me. This illness is something I struggle with daily. The thing with me is: I wear a "Happy Face" mask so you would never know that there was something wrong with me. It's intentional as well as subconscious. I just don't want anyone to worry about how I'm doing or feeling. I prefer to stuff my feelings, meaning that I would rather internalize my feelings as opposed to sharing them in a positive manner. If I do share my feelings, it's normally not done "constructively". I just realized there are a lot of quotation marks...LOL
Anywhoo, that's enough for me. I'm actually very tired -emotionally- from even admitting that I'll do this publicly. No pictures this post...